Double Helix: Season 1

Congratulations to all the survivors

We went through a toxic relationship, stayed in a mental hospital, and suddenly got hope for a bright future where I didn't expect it at all.

The youth of Yichen and Lu Feng is as beautiful as it is tragic

Lu Feng was right that they hadn't done anything wrong: they hadn't broken the law, they hadn't interfered with the lives of others... but others thought otherwise

I understand that Lu Feng's sister meant well. Yichen's brother also believed that he was doing the right thing. But for these two, there was nothing better or right about it.

And if Yichen was able to carefully pack this pain and hide it deep inside himself, then Lu Feng was not

He was initially attached more strongly, more painfully. And when that connection ended, the only thing he had left was a wound that never healed.

Lu Feng was not known for his gentle disposition in his youth either
He had always been short-tempered, domineering, and impatient, and the experience had only made these qualities worse.

He still wears the ring, he still remembers the feeling of loss, helplessness, resentment and disappointment... and one look at Yichen is enough to make everything inside boil over again.

And having walked this path with Lu Feng, you can understand his feelings now. To understand what made him like this and why, and why this gap of misunderstanding and mutual resentment can no longer be overcome painlessly.

I've been watching for the last ten minutes with a heavy heart... that's how villains become 🥀🖤

Well, I have some kind of obsession with this movement.

Lu Feng is perfectly matched... both in the past and in the present, he has a powerful aura.

I definitely noticed that Lu Feng decided to seek love advice from a buzzer. This is already a good start, but if I were Ke Lo, I wouldn't hang on the phone with him for hours and still strongly recommend psychiatric help.

But there are no questions about Ke Lo. In front of me, Lu Feng has already shown himself in all his colors, and for my nephew, he is still the kindest uncle in the world. So it's already good that Lu Feng thought of sharing his feelings with someone at all, rather than sitting alone with his cockroaches and having deep conversations with them.

But I still really hope that he will seek help from someone more qualified than Ke Lo. Otherwise, at this rate, he will start to wind himself up again.

Now he is literally thinking over his every step and is afraid to move once again, and this is a very fine line where loss of control becomes almost inevitable. Lu Feng doesn't tolerate situations that he can't control very well, and any new trigger can lead him somewhere wrong again.

And I want to believe that now, looking into his crazy eyes in the mirror, Lu Feng finally sees everything in them that he hadn't noticed for so long. It's time to realize that you need to fight not with the outside world, but with that part of yourself that has repeatedly turned love into a battlefield.

The external barriers between him and Yichen are not important because the main enemy is standing right in front of him.
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Aiden is, of course, too hot to handle with this look, but I hope that I won't see him like this again. It's time for my little sunflower to finally mature into psychotherapy.