"I'm pretending I don't know. If I admit that I know, I won't be able to pretend anymore. I only see what I want to see. If I see more, I'll get lost. I don't care. I only believe what I want to believe. This way I can be happy a little longer. I only remember what I want to remember, because I have to protect myself.
"Your face has changed.. Did you have plastic surgery without your mom's knowledge?"
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