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| Runtime: | 40 min. |
| Release Date: | 29.11.202529.11.2025 15:00 |
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| Runtime: | 40 min. |
| Release Date: | 29.11.202529.11.2025 15:00 |
| Watched by: | 17841.88% |
Discussion: Season 1, Episode 5 Join the Discussion
83First of all, everything is fine in this frame.:
— "⚡️" next to Shu Lan — like his outburst of anger, irritation, unspoken "what do you want from me?"
— "I❤️U", hidden behind Fan Xiao's face — as obvious to all of us, but not yet spoken out loud.
Light against shadow, light suit against dark, courage against fear.
In the tense conversation between Shu Lan and Fan Xiao in front of the club — about feelings, about fear, about the right to intimacy — space works as a third interlocutor.
Shu Lan takes Fan Xiao into the shadows to set the accents. Mark the distance. Draw the line before it's too late.
Having said everything, he takes a step towards the light, leaving Fan Xiao alone in the darkness.
Shu Lan stands under a streetlight: in a circle where everything is too clearly visible — his doubts, his honesty, his attempt to understand what Fan Xiao really wants.
And Shu Lan pushes him back into the darkness. Not out of cruelty, but out of fear of making a mistake. Out of a desire to make sure that Fan Xiao understands the weight of his words and the possible consequences.
The light is the territory of sincerity, and going out into it, you need to tell the truth.
And when Shu Lan turns to leave, his own shadow lies parallel to the one where Fan Xiao is standing.
Two silhouettes walking side by side, but not intersecting. Their lives and their choices are not on the same line yet.
And Fan Xiao finally stops hiding behind the phrase "for one night" and says out loud what he has been hiding for so long: "I love you."
Words that make Shu Lan turn around.
And now only a small part of it is still facing the light. Where "we can't". A shadow almost completely covered him.
Shu Lan wants to believe Fan Xiao's words. Leave behind the "can't" by giving preference to the "can"
This is his chance. Not an attempt to seduce, but an attempt to be seen. To be heard.
"I've been making up the stupidest excuses.
There has never been so much work at Bohai that I had to come in person.
I don't like these parks in the swamps at all.
I have a bad sense of direction, but not so bad that I don't use GPS.
Every time I got “lost,” it was just for you to come after me.
My right arm has been healed for a long time... yes, my left one is already better.
Every worthless excuse is just an attempt to be near you, to stay near you.
I do not know if this is "love". You have more experience..."
This speech of his really touched me.
He might not have told me everything, but he admitted that he no longer had any dignity left when it came to Shu Lan. He's willing to do anything stupid for a drop of attention.
And I agree that this whole tirade clarified the situation in Shu Lan's eyes and allowed him to take a broader look. He already knew that Fan Xiao was acting like an obsessive, but hearing this confession was another level. Fan Xiao didn't deny it: "yes, I'm doing bullshit, yes, I don't fully understand myself, but I want to be there for you." I just poured out my feelings and come what may.
From the mouth of Fan Xiao: "wo ai ni" sounds intense and loud. But I think it was a sincere impulse. He is so overwhelmed by the whole situation that a simple "I like you" would not be able to convey the full depth of his feelings and emotions.
Plus, it was an opportunity to catch Shu Lan off guard: yell? Will it hit? Will he laugh? But he's caught like a fawn in the headlights and can't move a single step. He was waiting for sincerity, he wanted to get emotions, not greasy conversations. And here it is. If you receive it, sign up.
Sometimes a person needs just such a push. Something that will finally move the foundation of doubt. And yes, to quote you, "the walls have finally collapsed."
He believes in the sincerity of recognition. He believes in the light that Fan Xiao finally decided to turn on.
But the viewer knows what Shu Lan does not know: it is in the shadows that the details that Fan Xiao left out remain.
The light of the lantern illuminates only what the hero is ready to show.
Everything else is hidden nearby, in the semi-darkness, until Shu Lan doesn't even guess where he really stepped into.
And this play of light and shadow is not just a beautiful find, but a metaphor for their relationship.
One comes out earlier, the other later.
One speaks honestly, the other chooses what to show.
And only ahead is the moment when the shadows will cease to be a background and become a truth that cannot be turned away from.
But for now:
"I gave you a chance. You didn't use it. So don't blame me for not holding back now.
That Fan Xiao was going to give up his active position to Shu Lan.
Or the fact that Shu Lan had given Fan Xiao the opportunity to lead without much thought.
Fan Xiao should hold onto such a man with all his hands and feet.
And honestly, I do not know what Lu Zhen was thinking when he left him. 🤦🏼♀️
Now I'm even curious if Shu Lan will take it out on Fan Xiao when he finds out the whole truth about his manipulations 🤔
Would she show him what their first time might have been like if Shu Lan hadn't been so generous?
Considering that Fan Xiao is as much a virgin as I am an adequate person 😅
I could use a fire extinguisher too. I'm still constantly distracted today, I had to start the series again several times... I already thought I was going to have a heart attack.
China is clearly aiming to dramatically raise our blood pressure this year. If we're going to return to BL, then only as effectively as possible
Fan Xiao knows how to build a situation in such a way that you can always take a step back with the words "you misunderstood me," as was the case with Lu Zhen.
Technically, there is some truth in his words, but he played it very beautifully.: He expressed himself ambiguously so that Shu Lan could sense his vulnerability and swam, and now they were on their second run... third... fourth... or whatever it was.
Fan Xiao just knows which point to push. Shu Lan is very empathetic, and if you come from this side, it's easier to negotiate with him.
Such a revelation immediately endeared him to himself, even if Fan Xiao played with words a little and adjusted the situation to himself.
Yes, not a virgin in the broadest sense of the word, but there is some truth.
As a result, his petty manipulation looks almost natural and is easily justified.😁
And something tells me that Teacher Shu Lan later realized that his student had slightly embellished reality. But they didn't kick him out of bed anymore — apparently, Fan Xiao quickly learns the material 🤭
And I'm glad that the story of the tragedy with my mother was true from beginning to end, and did not turn into another reason to unbutton Shu Lan's fly. I understand Fan Xiao's desire to bask in his care for longer.
I was amused that Shu Lan had already revealed the pretense with his hand, but he continued to play along with Fan Xiao.
In general, the collapse of his performance even benefited him.
It made it easier to confess to other offenses. However, in the most harmless cases. He presented his repentance to Shu Lan carefully and selectively.
He told me just enough to show his sincerity, but left the biggest pitfalls in the shadows. In fact, Fan Xiao just confirmed what Shu Lan already saw in him: obsession and dependence on his attention.
But I liked the step anyway. It might have been small things, but that's why the confession carried weight. Not pretty phrases, but open vulnerability. He showed Shu Lan how pathetic he was when it came to him.
And now a few compliments to Shu Lan. His words outside the club were very powerful. He's back without masks, without excuses. He voiced his feelings, shared his fears, and made it clear that everything was too serious for him. Shu Lan is not looking for an affair. He lives in a world where being gay is not a romantic detail, but a reality full of difficulties.
I really believe that Fan Xiao's confession is mostly sincere and not just another manipulation. Although I don't believe in his "I'm a virgin, teach me" for a second. The guy was just looking for an excuse to run a marathon, and "studying" was just a convenient excuse.
And yes, I think it was important for him to have sex at Shu Lan's house. It's nice to occupy the bed that Lu Zhen used to sleep in.
By the way, this baby continues to live up to expectations. It was even funny to see how he took off when Fan Xiao called. Fan Xiao's ingenious way of getting Lu Zhen away as soon as possible.
And he masterfully turned the situation around so as to remain unnoticed, but not to arouse suspicion from Shu Lan. After all, just insisting on hiding it — well, that. It's too pale. As it is, Fan Xiao plays on Shu Lan's generosity: he pretends that such a step would be taking care of Lu Zhen's feelings. And deservedly ends up in the bedroom.
I knew that the game with Lu Zhen was coming to an end, and I was wondering how Fan Xiao imagined it. And this farewell dinner was poignant. Fan Xiao poked Lu Zhan's infidelity again. It's generally one of his favorite pastimes to occasionally indirectly touch on this topic. And most importantly, that "love of models" has finally taken shape. He immediately warned Lu Zhen that he was falling in love with everyone... but not for long. And there's no arguing about it: I warned you that this was a sham from the very beginning.
The fact that this game turned Lu Zhen's head so much is just a pleasant coincidence. After all, if he were a more responsible partner in a relationship, it would be much more difficult to get him.
This episode was too calm.
I'm already worried: the trolley has reached the very top of the roller coaster, and it's unlikely that it will stay there for long. It seems like she's going to go down soon. And I better hold on tight.
But! A person in their right mind, having a serious relationship with someone, would immediately build boundaries. He would not accept gifts, would not let you touch his neck, etc., which Zhen did not do.
I also like one detail: that day, he immediately started by asking about Lu Zhen's partner. Already at the beginning of the acquaintance, the main accents were placed: "Lu Zhen is in a relationship." Next, he asks to be treated as kindly as his partner.
On the one hand, it is an opportunity to immediately jump over the barrier of formal frameworks, and on the other, it is a subtle game that creates the illusion of special closeness for Lu Zhen. And most importantly, Lu Zhen allowed himself to feel this way, and not Fan Xiao suddenly decided to start "being gentle."
And this is indeed Fan Xiao's way of setting boundaries. Affectionate treatment is his style of work, his rule. But the borders of Lu Zhen have swum. And then courtship was added: he helped, supported, and pleased with a gift. Moreover, mostly not personally, but through an assistant. And here you can see the romance.: "Fan Xiao thinks about me even when he's busy." Yes, and all this is also flavored with this affectionate "Zhen Zhen". It's very easy to think of an associative series here.
Besides, Fan Xiao kept asking about Lu Zhen's boyfriend: where is he, does he mind? He asked provocative questions like, "What if the perfect person in public has a dirty secret?" It was as if he was giving him the opportunity to retreat. He reminded me that there was a line between them.
There was no need to remind Shu Lan, who constantly emphasized that he was busy and did not allow Fan Xiao to approach. Although, as it turned out now, it cost him a lot of effort.
Well, Lu Zhen just threw himself into it, just like you wrote. He is already "Zhen Zhen" to Fan Xiao. And the fact that everything was discussed at the first meeting disappeared somewhere in the background. Only the gentle fleur remained, and each sign of Fan Xiao's attention began to carry much more weight.
If you take a step back and look at the whole picture, Fan Xiao really didn't put much effort into it. He didn't try to poach Lu Zhen. He himself persistently went to Fan Xiao.
Yes, his actions can be interpreted in two ways, but they fully fit into the concept of "falling in love with models."
And Lu Zhen can't object to that anymore. Just like me actually 😌
Fan Xiao's fake tire is almost an allegory about how hard it is to wear deception and how liberating the truth is.
He removes not only the fictitious protection of his hand, but also one of his many masks. And the first thing he feels is relief. Real, physical, tangible.
And there is a subtle hint of what happens next.
Fan Xiao has been building little contraptions around himself for so long — rigged meetings, exaggerations, "accidental" appearances next to Shu Lan. There is a sincere (albeit on the verge of obsession) desire to be closer and in any way that he went to this closeness.
And it's as if the relief of being freed from one lie helps him take a step towards revealing others. It's like the body is remembering: So that's what freedom is: don't pretend, don't hold a mask, don't live in perpetual tension.
There is a feeling that the scene is built as a direct metaphor: what Fan Xiao was hiding was heaviness. It doesn't matter whether it's physical or emotional. Any falsehood requires effort. He endured the discomfort of everyday life for the sake of Shu Lan's attention, as if he was paying for the opportunity to be noticed.
But after removing the tire, he felt for a moment what it was like not to fight his own deception. And this state of lightness, freedom in movement, gives him the impulse to finally tell the truth about other manipulations.
When he reveals his games, he risks losing Shu Lan completely. But it is at this moment that the hope arises that there will be no forced pity or reaction to the performance, but something honest. Sincere participation. Real concern. Something that shouldn't be earned with fake injuries and fake meetings.
Fan Xiao allows himself to be vulnerable without decorations. And this gives his confession sincerity.
However, this is Shu Lan. He's an angel. For now... and that's why it will be more interesting to transform into a demon. I feel like it's going to be epic. I think you're right – Fan Xiao will delay confessing until Shu Lan finds out for himself. Look, I figured out about the hand myself. So here it adds two plus two.
I can't wait for this moment either 😏
And I would also turn on the voice recorder, for reliability.
And I'm sure that Fan Xiao hedged his bets on Lu Zhen and collected dirt to cover his ass. But I think Shu Lan won't care anymore, even if that's the case. You said it very accurately: "...cares too much about Zhen Zhen, as if he were an innocent child."
He might just not believe Fan Xiao, saying that his sweet boy couldn't be so rotten.
And if you remember exactly how Fan Xiao approached Shu Lan himself, then the picture is clear. Shu Lan will decide that Fan Xiao used the young man for his own purposes, manipulated him to get close to Shu Lan and get him into bed.
And you can't argue, it's almost the pure truth. Except for the myth of Lu Zhen's innocence.
Although Shu Lan is a kind person, he is not naive. He may well be disappointed in Lu Zheng after seeing his true face.
And in the end, the two people he trusted the most betrayed his trust.
That's where Shu Lan's canteen will definitely fly off 🫣
I'm just amazed at what a wonderful person Shu Lan is. He has a rare capacity for compassion — so strong that the appearance of people like Lu Zhen and Fan Xiao in his life seems almost natural. He is too good at looking at the world through the eyes of another, and this always blurs the boundaries.
But it's these people who get to the point where all the pity evaporates. When it turns out that their kindness has been taken advantage of, they stop sparing anyone.
And I like that we are slowly approaching the breaking of the greenflag.
Not where the red flag repents, changes shoes, and is forgiven.
And where a man who seemed incapable of cruelty by nature goes into cold-blooded darkness.
And it's not going to be that easy to get him out of there.
Shu is really such an angel that it's easier for him to find an excuse for the actions of others and help them than to ignore and avoid them. And yes, kindness will evaporate when Shu can no longer find excuses for Fan and Zhen's actions. Now he feels too much for both of them, Fan Xiao with a childhood injury, Zhen Odin in another country, where he went because of him.
Shu Lan is actually my crush. This type of man is simply admirable.
I remember their conversation about filming, the moment when Lu Zhen seemed to be testing the boundaries and asking: "What if they offer me nudes?" And Shu Lan, without a shadow of doubt, replied that he would accept any decision he made.
And that's probably why I think it will hurt him so much to find out the details of their breakup. He protected Lu Zhen with such tenderness, respect, and trust. And this image can collapse in an instant. Moreover, all this is from Fan Xiao's light hand.
Although, perhaps the thought that their breakup was inevitable would soften the blow for Shu Lan. They say Fan Xiao just accelerated what was supposed to happen anyway.
Yes, he's too noble to spread nasty gossip about his ex. Even if they had quarreled to the nines, and not quietly parted, as they are now, Shu definitely would not have stooped to silly conversations. He would rather keep his grudges inside or look for an excuse for Zheng's actions again.
I just understand Shu Lan. She probably would have thought the same way. Especially when it comes to Lu Zheng. A man has started a new life for you, stepped into the unknown. Even if you later parted ways, this act remains strong and courageous. All the same, gratitude, respect and a slight shadow of responsibility will remain in my soul.
And Fan Xiao may act out a one-man show from time to time, but there is a fragile side to it. When he shows it, you want to cherish it. And be grateful for the trust.
I also think that there will be a backstory of Shu Lan soon. There have already been hints that his childhood is much more tragic. I think the roots of his worldview and attitude towards people grow from there. If I understood correctly, he was an orphan and had to cope with life on his own. Perhaps a certain "rescuer's syndrome" has become entrenched in him — a bonus to this.
And yes, I totally agree, Shu Lan is amazing. It's just impossible to remain indifferent here. 🫠
Who knows, he was forced to find food for himself from the age of 7 to 14, then perhaps something could have happened to his parents, and he was left all alone. I just can't get his reaction to saving a child that his mother wanted to dump out of my head... but I'm still imagining, in Waiting for the moment when Shu Lan decides to trust us 😁
An amazing series. I liked how Fan and Shu's relationship started. Shu Lang gives him a couple of seconds to think, saying you know how hard it is to be gay, you have the opportunity to change your mind, but even if you don't, I'll pin you to the wall and I won't give you any more options.
The declaration of love sounded very sincere, and I'm glad that we also heard Fan's mental declaration of love. If he can't help but admit what he loves in his thoughts, then there can be no doubt at all.
And Shu Lang surprised me by letting Fan take the lead in bed, which is kind of noble on his part again. Shu is so caring about sex! Zhen Zhen, did you really know your boyfriend?
In general, I don't feel sorry for Zhen Zhen. Fan Xiao, of course, picked a crack in their relationship with Shu, but, again, Shu knows for sure that if the guy could be taken away, then there was a crack from the beginning.
Shu Lan should have crushed Xiao and fucked him, otherwise, as a result, there is no longer a living place from the efforts of the "virgin" in "study", we have already seen this somewhere...:)
But seriously, it's certainly powerful to go from "Director Fan" to "I'll always be with you" in one episode, while showing the full range of this transition. Shock within shock.
Shu Lan is no better here either. He initially knew that Fan Xiao was straight, but he still managed to melt away from his tricks, although he considered them jokes and jokes. And from the looks of it, he was also holding back a lot from dragging Fan Xiao to bed first. Here, as they say, you can't order your heart. Although Shu Lan's endurance is clearly stronger than Fan Xiao's))
I wonder what will happen when the whole truth is revealed. That's when Shu Lan realizes that Fan Xiao greatly contributed to his separation from Zhen. And that's when Zhen himself finds out that all these gifts were to actually push him away and get Shu Lan. For some reason, it seems that Zhen will be the first to find out and will go to tell Shu Lan about it. In theory, Shu Lan should react calmly, because he himself said that he did not need a partner who could be taken away + at the breakup, Zhen finally expressed his real feelings and thoughts about their relationship - there were no happy prospects. But whether this will actually happen is a big question. In fact, Fan Xiao just pushed where the crack was already in order to make it bigger faster. The methods are not the most pleasant and honest, but it was already broken there, and he just helped to see and understand it. It's just important now not to throw on top of another lie from Fan Xiao.
And I'm just wondering if Shu decides to forgive Fan, then... The first time, Shu said that he didn't want Fan to regret their first night together. But, what's stopping him from making him regret in the future?! Oh, my thoughts... 🤭
It was just that Shu Lan's relationship with Lu Zhen was clearly not as perfect as it seemed. Yes, it hurts to lose the person you love and have been with for so long, who made great sacrifices for you. But so far, Shu Lan himself was fine in this relationship, apparently, Lu Zhen was not. Therefore, why keep him by your side, because this relationship will not bring anything good to anyone in the end. If it wasn't Fan Xiao, then there would have been someone else who could take Lu Zhen away 🤷
Fan Xiao's other manipulations were only partially manipulations. There was still quite a lot of sincerity and real desire in them. Except for that story about the drug and the hickeys on the unconscious Shu Lan. That's where you can get angry. Although thanks to Fan Xiao, he didn't go further than hickeys, but he could have.
I haven't seen anything else as terribly fast-paced as it was, for example, in the situation in Desire, where Hua Yun broke the nature and will of Shao Yu. Fan Xiao is just rolling up, talking about it right now. His manipulations help the cause, but they don't break Shu Lan.
It's still interesting to compare the scenes from the screensaver and closing credits with how it happens in the series itself)) There must be a good reason for the bit, definitely. Perhaps Fan Xiao will still screw up to earn a bat all over his body. After all, there are still a lot of episodes ahead. We're definitely not going to wallow in flowers for the rest of the series.
Fan, of course, tried to hint at Lan more than once, but it didn't work. "Whoever sings in this bar sounds great," and then invites Lan to come to the bar to keep company so that he can see for himself what his boyfriend is doing, but he can't. Then he lets you listen to the song on the phone, but Lan did not recognize the voice. Then, at a picnic in the park, he gives Lan some snacks that Zhen prepared for Fan, apparently thinking that he will understand something, but Lan will not recognize. It turns out that Zhen didn't cook for him. The attempt failed again.
In general, he had the opportunity to successfully insert this fact into the conversation when he brought a drunk Lan home and stayed there overnight. There are a lot of photos around the house, I could say something from the series: "Oh, is this your boyfriend? And I know him, I painted him in the studio, we met, flirted, went out for a drink together, and in general he didn't mind going to bed with me." But for some reason he didn't. And now, when this truth is revealed along with the others, it will hurt both of us, and it will be like crunching glass.
It seems to me that he even went to Tai after him, because he lived all this time like Christ in his bosom. Lan is reliable, rich, and loves him, so she won't leave him and will help him with everything. And the fact that he gave up everything and moved in with him can sometimes be mentioned and used to emphasize his importance.
And now Zhen was more or less back on his feet, then he met Fan and, thinking that he had caught a bigger fish, packed up his things and waved goodbye to Lan.
I'm not completely sure what it was: the love that once lived in my heart, or shame, or maybe a little fear of a new one, but when Lan accepted the fact that they were breaking up and was about to leave, Zhen ran up from behind and hugged him as if he had been abandoned. Maybe he wanted to be fought for, said something, asked to stay, but he did not hear these words from Lan.
Lanyu's last words were so sad, I even felt a little sorry for Zhen.: "Have you ever loved me? You are very kind, attentive, caring, but is this really love? You're the perfect guy, but I don't feel your presence. Your joy, anger, and sadness… I can't share them with you. When you are silent, smoking, smiling, I feel that you are lonely. Even when you're hugging me, being with me, I still feel that you're lonely."
Perhaps he partly wanted to absolve himself of responsibility for leaving Lanya, but I think he actually felt it — loneliness next to his beloved. Most likely, feelings have cooled on both sides, and a habit has remained. And Fan just pushed both of them, but Zhen turned out to be faster and broke up with Lan. And he was bound by responsibility for Zheng and his former feelings, so he did not dare.
It's just that if you look at how Lan and Zhen feel around Fan, you can see that their relationship has actually been over for a long time. Fan flirts on purpose, shows interest, gives gifts, he teases, and Zhen feels attracted, has a taste for life, he perks up.
Lan, next to Fan, also feels this attraction, he shares something intimate, talks openly, even the moments when they just stand and smoke sound louder than words. Fan got to the place where Zhen's passage was blocked.
So thanks to Fan for helping two people take a step towards separation, and not drown in the swamp of routine. It's a pity that all this is using tricks and manipulations, but otherwise it would be harder to rouse Lanya.
Why blame Shu Lan? While Shu was yours, you had a mouth to talk, hands to cook at least occasionally, feet to come to work to at least bring coffee. If you don't give your best in a relationship, then why should Shu break himself? Well, he's such a person, silently loves and cares as much as possible. And also, it works a lot, it contains. And, mind you, Shu is the only one who asks questions at the end of the working day. And Zhen Zhen just answers. And then he complains that Shu is always smoking alone on the sidelines, and does not pay enough attention to him.
I watched with my mouth open!
Not only are the scenes beautiful, but also the lines. Sometimes the words alone were enough to see.
Wow Wow Wow
I'm waiting. We got the sweetness, then there will be a glass
But still, I'm starting to think that Fangxiao deliberately did everything so that he could be on top in the end.
And spoiler, please, is there he?
So, we'll have fun crunching the glass in the process.)
At first, I was shocked by the frankness and aesthetics of the conversation at the club, then by the distribution of the asset/liability role, then my heart stopped at such an nc scene from China! From China, motherfucker! I haven't seen such scenes from them since 2016. And then a test from Fan Xiao: "This is my first time." But at first I believed him.
I like this kind of Fan Xiao, lively, worried, who couldn't smoke from excitement)
I fell for his bait and believed everything he said)
Yu Shulan, my love, covered me with a warm blanket made of care:
- Replace the curtains, add 10 layers. Sun or darkness, wherever you are, I will be there!
Zhenzhen changed his shoes as soon as he got the call. I feel sorry for him anyway. I hope this is youth, and over time he will learn to understand what is really valuable. By the way, this also applies to Fan Xiao, I hope he understands that you can not play with people and their feelings, and Yu Shulan will show him a normal life with a normal relationship.
They're just made for each other. 🥵🔥🔥🔥
His hands itch not only to draw..
Everything is perfect from and to
Phew.
I love it.. It's something with something. It's just tightened up be healthy.
I've watched some scenes 10 times and I'm ready to watch them again.
It's well shot, the dialogues are great, and you're constantly thinking about Fan Xiao's actions - true or false
I really like how Xiao is getting away from meeting Zhen at Shu Lan's apartment 🤭
First he says he doesn't want to come out to make Zhen Zhen suffer, and then: "Don't let him be disappointed that you have a boyfriend." Well, it was good
What a nasty Zhen Zhen turned out to be.. Just to get the benefit, little kid. I just received the gifts and was ready to give myself up for it.
I liked how Xiao reminded me of his first sentence, that he loves every object he draws)
It was beautiful. It made me feel better that Zhen Zhen was fucked up.
If you are not watching autosabs, or you are reviewing them after them, then I advise you to look at the MINIMVS translation. Their dialogues look more lively and correct than those of ART, for example.
In the conversation scene in Shu Lan's apartment, I liked that MINIMVS translates to "let's change the curtains" - Fan Xiao is already saying that they do everything together. Art translates to "change the wallpaper"
Or minimvs - "you're my official boyfriend, not the lover I'm hiding" (something like that, I don't remember the exact translation). Art - "you're my boyfriend in the daylight, not some secret romance"
Well, there are many such moments
(My personal opinion, I don't hate translators, etc.)
It was beautifully shot. It's just fascinating....
It's a pity that it's written even better.